don’t be depressed about it, it had to be done. you did the right thing, even though you love him and you know that you want to be with him, you have actually realised that you deserve someone so much better and not many people see that. I know that you don’t want better and you want him, but sometimes it just isn’t worth it. he doesn’t return your calls, he is always angry at you. you didn’t break up with him for no reason.
I think it is time to try your best to move on, someone who tells another person to stop being selfish and then becomes selfish themselves is just not worth your time, Im sorry.
This won’t be easy, it is going to take you a long time to get over him, but it is going to be worth it. just start to imagine what your life will be like after you forget about him, how life is going to be good. yes you guys shared a lot of good things with each other, but remember all the good things, look back and be able to smile rather than cry. if he says that it is done, then unfortunately it’s over, but you can do this. you will make it through this and you will be happy again, trust me. just don’t give up on yourself, you’re worth more than you think. no one should ever have to be with someone that makes them feel like they’re not good enough or they aren’t even worth their time.
I wish you the best of luck!
- Leanne, x.